I want to try to document at times where this crappy AS has me. Not only does it let me write, but also, God forbid (and please if you're still reading say a prayer this doesn't happen) if Sash does inherit this, she will know what I went through with it.
Long story a little shorter since this has gone on longer than I expected... I feel old. I'm 33 and feel at least 60 I'm guessing. Today I have pains in my chest and left arm... Yes you read that right. But with my condition this is just part of it. I can't go with typical warning signs a s such of other conditions or I'd be in an ER every week. I'm sick of it and sure people around me are too. I've found a few boards online and found I'm not alone in how I feel... Thankfully. I don't feel so freakish since I found them but I still feel lazy when I know I'm not. Either way this is me today...




